Good morning everyone! Wow, it is march 2nd, where did the last week go???? I sure hope I am using my time wisely because for sure I really don't know where the last week went!!
Well lots has happened since I last wrote.... I mean lots.... I had a disagreement with someone who forwarded me an e mail... I have found I do NOT respond when I get something that is offensive to me.... but this time I wrote back... I am sure she is upset with me and I will never hear from her again.... I did say how I felt and did not want to lose her friendship...but honestly, I am so tired of trying to be politically correct that it HURTS..! I think (that is dangerous) that we have to be thoughtful of others feelings ... before we say something or do something, we MUST THINK.... before we act.. WORDS HURT... AND THEY ARE FOREVER!!! Not to say, we ALL at one time or another say or do something without thinking and it hurts someone... but to purposely write, say or do something is another situation.. It is wrong....in my opinion.
Living here so isolated, I have found that I have shut my mouth more times than I can count..! So I don't lose those people that I have befriended here.. Sometimes, though it seems they don't think about MY feelings... I understand that... However, I walk around my home ..talking out loud to the dogs.. thank God for them.... I do want to be accepted and included... but NOT to the extent of constantly being hurt... or offended or afraid to say what I think or feel...
So here it is Tuesday .. I have lost a friend ( I hope not)... My husband has a back problem and needs to see the doctor... possibly surgery .... the weather is awful... and I have more work to do than I can squeeze in .... I am not proud of myself today... or even comfortable.. I feel guilty for speaking my mind.... I feel so alone.. I don't dare tell my husband how worried I am about him or how lonely it is for me.... I try to be brave... put that smile on my freshly made up face with false eye lashes.. can't live without them.... Did I mention that I thought so many of my "friends" would follow me on this blog... and it did not explode like I thought... so many don;t know how or don't want to.. they would rather talk on the phone.. I like to talk on the phone also, but sometimes I write things instead of speaking them.... I find if I write, then I must.... think about what I am saying...
So, time is ticking away, the boys (dogs) go to the groomers ... I am making stuffed shells for dinner and must go to the market and snow again tomorrow...
Will write when I get back and the sauce is simmering away... I have lots to discuss and need to think about exactly how to phrase my words...
Bye for now.... Liz
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Finally!!!! I am on. I apologize it has taken me so long. I guess I am not as computer saavy as I claim to be. I think this is such a wonderful way to keep us here on the East Coast as part of your world. I am so sorry to hear Mr. Yost is having back troubles, that has to be taking a toll. Things have been quite busy here. Unfortunately I was layed off in the beginning in January and have been feverishly looking for a new position. I know it is going to take some time, but I know I will land in a better place. I will keep you posted. Hugs and kisses, Franki
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